Balance

Oh that is a tricky thing isn't it.

Balance.

Maybe it is because Miss will be starting school in less than two months.
Maybe it is because I forgot her goodnight kiss while I was pacing with her gassy crying brother.
Maybe it is because she went to the movies with Daddy (and not me) today.
Maybe it is because I miss our goofy times together playing without interruption.
Maybe it is because I worry that she will feel left out.
Maybe when she is playing with Daddy I feel left out.
or
Maybe its because I am watching a VERY SAD movie at 3AM while cuddling the most amazingly adorable newborn- on the couch.
Whatever the reason I feel out of balance, and quite honestly, I miss my little Miss.

I know we will find our special times again. Times we can play, without a clock or a crying sibling, or sneezing puffy faced dog, or chores pending.....
I just need to find that balance.
- and a better gas relief drop for brother...